Letter to a Burning Phoenix

.chaMeLeon_
3 min readJun 6, 2019

To feel, to connect, to talk, to estimulate…

Verbs are nothing without it’s persons, a transmitter feels lonely without it’s receptor and we’re just nothing without the sorrounding points of life we call humans, sometime friends, sometime parents, sometimes just “bzzzzzs” around us, but still there, still extremely unique and important pieces to what we call life.

A single human, a single point of nothing into nihilistic approach at the worst cases, can be transformed into a lighthouse of inspiration, even the ones who you think not. It’s insane the ammount of art, of feelings, of ideas, different working logic, reasons, arguments, ways of doing stuff and etc you can find in each and every human around.

As the little points of life connects, world remains feeling like a big dot box where we just can be fullfiled or even minimally happy when connected. Science goes even further when stating that the reason of our happiness lies around stuff as shortening the tanning, revealing bad feelings as a capacity of beeing flexible, being really happy for other’s success, do not sticking to small details and even take risks!

But every one of these thing are just the capacity to connect, and even the statement that one can just be happy with others. Maybe taking some time for yourself can be a very effective way to heal from every shit life throws every time, but forgetting that your happiness lies in a coffee with a friend, soccer every monday, the rehearsals with your theater company etc can just sink you in something worse.

Sometimes we get a fugue of people, we are not cool, we don’t want nobody’s help, we just want to stay alone and feel the darker times hugging as warm as your mother when you were a little child and this can be the death of you. Even the harder and toughest human being feels like paper sometimes, where you can rip with little cuts of air and yu may not even notice.

Maybe what’s really missing is that moment when you’re laughing at something and you don’t really know why, the moments when you’re with someone who can make you feel relaxed and cool just doing nothing together; even that supermarket trip with someone like this or a lot of someones can take you to the smoothest breaking waves at a small and off the map beach.

Don’t let loneliness break you, at your best befriend with solitude and run to the arms of the ones you love, take your best interests and goals to other level, make ’em giant, talk, connect, ask, live, feel, breath, smile, cry, get on a doubt, put one feet in front of another, put on your best clothes, work with something you love, find the inspiration that lies on the tree’s leaves, look at the mirror n the sea, find the bottles they’ve left with messages nobody can understand… Live

Don’t let your strenght be destroyed, your’s lies just inside you and nobody can deny that it’s passed the time to unlock it.

So don’t forget that those at your side are the hospital for your soul.

We’re the phoenix, we glide into the blue sky as free birds;
Spread your wings and fly;
And if you get too close to the sun, it’s your turn to burn it.

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